Insomnia

Right now I should be asleep but I have screwed my circadian rhythm to such a level as to make it impossible. In three hours I will have to be awake whether I sleep in the mean time or not. It would really be better if I could stop doing this to myself, but I doubt I will manage any time soon, since the bulk of the intelligent conversation I am able to enjoy happens in the dead of the night.I sometimes think I must be a masochist, but mostly I think I just believe that some things in life are worth the pain.